Saturday, June 29, 2013

The Angels

The Falling Angle
How far do you fall from the heavens with out really falling. How far do you get from falling in to a world from were you can’t escape. How far does she fall. Where will she fall will it be near or will be far. 
 
The Angel of death
I am the Angel of Death I look in to your solo & find your fears & use them against you. I am the one who's name you fear when you sleep at night. I am the one that takes your life when you least expect it.
 
The Angel of love
I am the one you see when you are in love. When you look at someone from a far. I am the one that you see high in the night sky.  
 
žThe Angel Of Darkness
I am The Angel Of Darkness the one that you see when the world is no morel. Do not let my looks fool you I can be cruel & mean.  
 
The Lonely Angel
I’m the girl who is hidden in the dark. I’m the girl people fell sorry for when they don’t need to.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Random Poems


Mere Thoughts

Loneliness fades away,

when in love.

Love is an addiction,

and so is its feelings

Shroud of Thorns

Love weakens ones heart,

never letting the thoughts part.

Love fails to cease,

building soft spots unease.



Probing Patience

The sun rises

My days are long…

The moon comes up

My nights are longer...

Unblended Miracles

Love and success

Are never welcome in one house

For, yours is either love or success

One must think why?

I’d say;

"love holds you back,

whilst success runs out of time.

Successful you get,

when love walks out your door

Uncertain Promises

The stars, the constellations, the moon

I will erase, if I can

To bring sunshine into my life

Autumn, summer, winter

I will wipe, if I can

To bring spring into my life

All the barriers we have in between us

I will demolish, if I can

To bring you into my life

Emotions

When I see you by

I wonder why...?

Why must I feel the passion?

Why must I feel it so high?

Rage of Angels

Fallen from the grace,

I have

Fallen out of heavens,

I have

Fallen with broken wings of mine,

Fallen face down from great divine.

Vicinity fits heaven

Look how lovely the midnight forest is,

With the heavens looking down at it.

Look how lovely the midnight forest is,

With the breeze caressing the leaves.

Look how lovely the midnight forest is,

With the vicinity painted so blue.


Look how lovely the midnight forest is

Look how lovely the midnight forest is…

My Bouncing Baby Boy

Mommy’s darling baby son

You are so special

Since the day you resided in my womb

You are the happiness I never knew

You are precious with

All the pain and tears of mine

I saw you when my tummy got scanned

Saw you jumping,

And that kept me smiling all day long

You are so natural and so strong

I can feel you everyday

with all my longing

I can hardly wait

To see, your innocent face when you will be born

For you are the special gift created

From the perfect hands of God

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Love

It's you. You're the one I talk about all the time & the one I can't stop thinking about the one that can make me laugh when I don't want to smile, the one that can make me feel better in 2.2 seconds 

It's you that I'm crazy about
People that are meant to bet together always find their way in the end
I'm here and you're there, miles away. No matter who or what separates us, remember that we see the same stars at night 

And he whispered in my ear, "the only way I'd ever hurt you, is by squeezing your hand too tight"

She's the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile. The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she can't manage to brighten her own 

Friends are like colors of the rainbow, unique & brilliant alone, but perfect and awesome when together 

There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter and just live a little better 

A friend is someone who helps you when you're down & if they can't, they'll lay down beside you and listen 

I"m not going to wait around forever someday I will turn around and think you're not even worth it 

I think everyday is made up of tiny little test.
 some are tests of character. 
Some are test of fortitude.
 Others are tests of friendship
 and if you're lucky, when it really matters
 you'll pass with flying colors 
~Scrubs 

The world may never know the truth about your life, that's because they don't care to. but when you find the ones that want to know every detail of it they're the ones to keep they're the ones who keep you alive 

He said "if I had a dime for every time I met a girl like you I'd have ten cents"

I want to say I deserve better, and mean it. I want to say I give up, and believe it I want to say I'm moving on, and do it 

It's not how you forget,
 but how you forgive.
 Not how you listen, 
but how you understand.
 Not what you see, 
but how you feel.
 It's no about how you let go.
 It's how you hold on 

When you start to think about him & how he makes you laugh & how he makes you feel when you're around him. you realize you care about him more then you thought you did

If we're not meant to be together why are we still here wanting each other after all this time?

Go for long walks,
indulge in hot baths,
 question you assumptions, 
be kind to yourself,
 life for the moment,
 loosen up, scream, 
curse the world, 
count your blessings, 
just let go. let be 

The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them & days you won't
but in the end, they're the people you come home to. we give a definition to home. sometimes it's the family you are born into & sometimes it's the one you make for yourself

Every time I want to give up on him, there's always something inside of me telling me to just give it one more time 

No camera could capture the shine in her eyes and the smile on her face when the day came that he told her he was still in love with her 

I finally realized this is never going to end every time he talks to me, those feelings come right back

I'm tired of these random hook ups. I want you to be mine. I want you to be more then a Saturday night
You walk down your packed high school hallways every day. You pass hundreds of people you have never talked to, ex best friends & boyfriends. You pass the people that hate you & most importantly love you to death. If you could just freeze everyone & finally slow down time to look around. Do you finally notice the kids that have never had an equal chance? What about the beautiful popular girls that get all the boys, are they truly happy or is it all an act? And then look at yourself. Are you happy with who you are becoming or has high school turned you into someone you promised you would never be? Take a good look at your reflection before you judge anyone else; be the person you want to do. Fuck what everyone else tells you, just be who you are.
Your smile, hair, lips, eyes, hands, everyting. To me you're perfect. And one day even you understand, it was'nt just friendship, it was love. Maybe now it isn't right, but soon, when even the youngest will grow, You will understand that I'm perfect to you. you may think I'm an idiot, but I am myself.  
be true, be you♥
 & at the end of the day, it's completely up to you

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

The Palace Under The Sea and The Queen in Southern Sea


Hoderi was a god fishing along the sea, and his brother Ho-ori was a god hunting in the mountains.
One day they exchanged their tools and Ho-ori went to the sea to fish, but he could not catch anything and lost his brother's hook. Hoderi never forgave Ho-ori.
Then an old man helped Ho-ori and he went to the palace under the sea to find the hook. There he met the sea god's beautiful daughter and completely forgot about his brother. Instead, he lived in the palace peacefully for three years.
Finally, he remembered the hook and found it with a help of the sea god. When Ho-ori left, the sea god told him how to beat his brother and Ho-ori succeeded in making his brother obey him. It's said that Ho-ori is the ancestor of Japanese emperors, and Hoderi is the ancestor of immigrants coming from the south over the sea.
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"Nyi Roro Kidul" or the Queen in Southern Sea, had her palace in Indian Ocean.
It's said that she was the lover of Javanese kings.
Until now, many people believes that newly married couple or men with green shirt are taboo to appear at Southern shores, because she will become enrage, and kidnap the man to her kingdom

Monday, May 20, 2013

The Earth


The Earth is very important part of our everyday lives. We take advantage of the Earth everyday. We don’t think about some of the things that we do that hurt the earth. From the past to the future that’s what it will be. Whether we are here or not, everything falls. Whether the Earth burns from the past or the future, whether the Earth shakes & rolls; only you can stop it all from happening. Only you can save the Earth. Only you can stop the Earth’s destruction & all the problems that will come from being in the future.

Endangered Animals
These are but a few of the 10797 and there are still more 
Endangered animal:
Jaguar, Cheetah, Ocelot, Leopard, Cougar, Gray Wolf, Brown Bear, Asiatic Lion, Steller Sea-lion, Red Wolf, Sand Cat, Jaguarundi , Blue Whale, African Wild Ass, Giant Panda, Margay, Tiger, Chimpanzee, Argali, Tasmanian Forester Kangaroo, Hawaiian Monk Seal, Mediterranean Monk Seal, Aye-aye, African Wild Dog, Mantled Howler Monkey

Pollution
There is many different types of pollution. For Ex:
Exhaust from car and other vehicle emissions are a very bad problem in today’s society.

Clear cutting
Clear cutting can have major negative impacts, both for humans and local flora and fauna.
Types: Standard clear-cut – removal of every stem, so no canopy remains.
Patch clear-cut – removal of all the stems in a limited, predetermined area.
Strip clear-cut – removal of all the stems in a row, usually placed perpendicular to the prevailing winds in order to minimize the possibility of wind throw.
Clear cutting-with-reserves – removal of the majority of standing stems save a few reserved for other purposes.
Slash-and-burn – the permanent conversion of tropical and subtropical forests for agricultural purposes. This is most prevalent in tropical and subtropical forests in overpopulated regions in developing and least developed countries. Slash-and-burn entails the removal of all stems in a particular area. This is a form of deforestation, because the land is converted to other uses.

The Greenhouse Effect
the natural greenhouse, without which there would be no life on earth, and the enhanced greenhouse effect which has been largely caused by human behavior.
The natural greenhouse effect means that we do not getting widely varying surface temperatures as some of the other planets do, so that living things can survive.
This animation explains really well how it works

Renewable & Nonrenewable Resources
Human activities can affect the quality & supply of renewable resources such as land, forests, fisheries, air, & fresh water
Renewable & Nonrenewable Resources
There are some things that cannot be renewed, that will take along time to come back.

What we can do to help
1.You can do Earth Hour, Earth day
2.Joining groups that go on nature walks
3.Join runs that help raises money for clean up days
4.Clean up the beach
5.Just pick up your trash
6.Turn out your lights when your not using them
7.Walk instead of getting a ride or carpool
8.Use less water
9.Recycle 

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Quotes


I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change; when everybody else does.

Never regret something that made you smile

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Everyday there will be something that will get you when you are down, but there will be something that will bring you back up even when you can’t believe in anything

Saturday, May 18, 2013

This is so sad


Her hair was up in a ponytail her favorite dress tied with a bow today was daddy's day at school and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, each student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at? "She heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one "another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day. "The words did not offended her, as she smiled up at her mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me soothe loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone. Cause my daddy's always with me even though we are apart. I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart. "With that, her little hand reached upland lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could he'd be here, but heaven's just too far. You see he was a fireman and died just this past year. When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away. "And then she closes her eyes, and saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they say before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me daddy. "To the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining bright star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far

Friday, May 3, 2013

I'm resigning, I'm hereby officially tendering my resignation as a teenager!



I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an eight-year-old again! I want to go down to McDonalds and think it's a five-star restaurant. I want to think that M and M's are better than money because you can eat them. I want to eat a whole packet of Tim tams without feeling guilty afterwards. I want to return to when all you knew were colors, multiplication, tables and nursery rhymes. I want to return to when you didn't know and you didn't care. I want to remember the whole morning was filled of what your Mom had packed for lunch and the whole afternoon what you were having for dinner. When a simple matchbox car or a Barbie doll represented a whole week's worth of entertainment. When you actually had an imagination. When magic really existed. When 'Jaws' didn't look fake. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good would always triumph over evil. When a member of the of the opposite sex was just some annoying disturbance. When friends were real and you didn't care if they were black, white, Catholic, Asian, African, Muslim, fat, skinny, pink, green or from a whole other planet, it just didn't matter... until others told you differently! I want to believe that anything is possible all you have to do is Dream. I want it to be unknown to me the complexities of life and to be completely ecstatic by the little things again like the sound of the Mr. Whippy Van! I DON'T want to know of school, homework, clothes, friendship, relationships,popularity or even gossip! I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams and human kind. I want to believe that all adults must know everything (How wrong we were). So here's my money, keycards, my makeup, and my adolescence.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

The...

The most selfish 1 letter word - I - avoid it.
The most satisfying 2 letter word - We - use it.
The most poisonous 3 letter word - Ego - kill it.
The most used 4 letter word - Love - value it.
The most pleasing 5 letter word - Smile - keep it.
The fastest spreading 6 letter word - Rumour - ignore it.
The hardest working 7 letter word - Success - achieve it.
The most enviable 8 letter word - Jealousy - distance it.
The most powerful 9 letter word - Knowledge - acquire it.
The most essential 10 letter word - Confidence - trust it.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Sometimes

Sometimes all you can give is love
Sometimes all you have is not enough
Sometimes life is like a dream
Sometimes dreams aren't what they seem
Sometimes laughter can heal your heart
Sometimes it's laughter that breaks it apart
Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go
Sometimes even fast is still too slow
Sometimes going home is the only thing on your mind
Sometimes home is the only place you can't find
Sometimes you are too tired to sleep
Sometimes you are too sad to weep
Sometimes freedom holds you back
Sometimes a wedding dress is black
Sometimes loneliness is what you need
Sometimes there's a harvest without a seed
Sometimes darkness can be too bright
Sometimes rain gives you delight
Sometimes you think you understand
Sometimes you know you really can't
Sometimes what sets you free are restrictions
Sometimes what makes most sense are contradictions

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

What I've learned


I've learned that we don't have to change friends, If we understand that friends change.
I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you
I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.
I've learned that sometimes when I am angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.
I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.
I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.
I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.
I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

Monday, April 29, 2013

*17 most important things to remember in life*

  1. Never give up on anybody;miracles happen everyday.
  2. Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference. 
  3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.
  4. Learn to listen. Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly.
  5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.
  6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.
  7. Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.
  8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.
  9. Never cut what can be untied.
  10. Don't expect life to be fair.
  11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.
  12. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.
  13. Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.
  14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.
  15. Laugh a lot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life's ills.
  16. Don't miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.
  17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big opportunities.